Im a child torn by twin desires,
I stand before a door ,
My right hand calls to the light
My left hand ushers in darkness .
I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes .Hate in my heart, love in my mind. I seen nights full of pain, days of the same.. You keep the sunshine, save me the rain. I search but never find, hurt but never cry.I work and forever try, but I'm cursed so never mind. And it's worse but better times seem further and beyond . The top gets higher, the more that I climb The spot gets smaller and I get bigger Tryna get into where I fit in