I am somewhat talented in my own ways and I am able to learn about things that interest me and inspire me. This drive allows me to achieve great things. I dislike people ordering me how to do things and I enjoy doing things my way at my own leisure. How I'll survive in the real world, I haven't a clue. My mind is spontaneous, but my life isn't. I am aware of what I must do, but most of the time I cannot bring myself to do it. I have dreams, plenty of it. Looking back at where I've come from and how I managed to get here amazes me. Looking forward to where I have to go scares me a little. My life as a girl ends here, and my life as a woman begins and I just know it's going to be a long hard r