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Jamshedpur (Tata Nagar), India

Officer

I said... this is my life and i need to have some sense of control over it (illusion anyone?) . I confuse... excuses for reasons often. I hear… "It's a hand me down...the thoughts are broken, perhaps they're better left unsung..." .....Grateful Dead's "Ripple" . I read and walk... for miles often times at night along the beach, writing bad blank verse and searching endlessly for someone wonderful who would step out of the darkness and change my life. It never crosses my mind that that person could be me. I wonder... why acceptance is so difficult. I cry... whenever I feel like letting go. I am not always... as rational as i'd like to be. I like.... the dreams of the future better