As I sat there in class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called " friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" . I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.-after long time i have realized that i am missing her so much...god is great!