I'm sober now after three whole months , its one accomplishment that you've helped me with , the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i won't touch again. In my sick way i wanna thank you for holding my head up late at night, when I was busy raging wars on myself you were trying to stop the fight. You never doubted my warped opinions like suicidal hate, you made me compliment myself when it was way to hard to take. So I'll drive so fucking far away so I never cross your mind and you do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind. Hate me today, Hate me tomorrow. Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yes ways hard to take. Hate me today, hate