I am….
I am lovable and joyful
I wonder how I can pretend awesome like others
I see the reflection of my crush image even in my dream
I pretend that I’m not in pain even though I am
I feel that sometimes I’m hurting someone’s feeling
I touch the heart of others every time I lend my helping hand
I worry I might lose the one that I value the most
I cry every time I feel worst
I understand the fact that there are times that I do have to make sacrifices
I say I must let go the things that are not meant to be mine
I dream to be a perfect girl at least one day
I try to forget the one that I really value the most
I hope that I’m still the Shammah in the future ..