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by Ilsa Shaw | illustration by Jamie Douglas


                          To my knowledge, I have always been female.         out to nd an anabolic steroid that would           the perception of those employed by the circus.
                          So you can imagine my surprise three weeks          minimize the negative androgenic effects            Nowadays, freak shows are banned in a
                          ago when a mirrors re ection revealed a            associated with other steroids. What he            number of US states and their number has
                          long, thick, and dark single hair sprouting         stumbled upon was methandrostenolone,              greatly decreased, but the eerie fascination
                          from the middle of my chin. I ddled with it         which was soon marketed as Dianabol                to call women with facial hair strange
                          for a bit, thinking, How the hell did this get     and sold to countless numbers of body              still remains. Perhaps the most popular
                          here? Is it a case of too many bread crusts?       builders, including Governor Arnold                bearded woman of our time is Jennifer
                          It seems that this was just the follicle of a       Schwarzenegger and Sergio Oliva.                   Miller, a professor at the Pratt Institute in
                          new occupation: that of a bearded lady.              It once even doubled as the One A Day           Brooklyn, New York. Miller founded and
                            I was either lucky or unlucky for growing         tonic tablet for women, particularly during        participates in Circus Amok, a politically-
                          this bud of a beard on my own. In the times         the 1960s, until beards started sprouting          driven circus whose performances
                          when freak shows were popular (the 19th to          and once-womanly voices began to deepen.           address such issues as gentri cation,
                          mid-20th century), most bearded ladies were         Methandrostenolone was legal until the 1990s,      health care, gay marriage, police brutality,
                          simply ordinary women with fur plastered            when the customarily slow FDA nally put            public education, and gender identity.
                          onto their chins. There are various incidents       their foot down. Doctor Ziegler later turned        Before her 30s, Miller had grown a full beard,
                          where carnival crowds got out of hand and           against his discovery by saying, I wish to        about which she says, A doctor told me I had
                          exposed the bearded lady  and, on occasion,        God now Id never done it. Id like to go back     high progesterone. Nevertheless, she refused
                          the entire carnival  to be a fraud. At the time,   and take that whole chapter out of my life.       to remove it, and has since distinguished
                          there was no de nitive method to stimulate           As anyone who has ever watched The Elephant       herself as a woman with a beard, not the
                          hair growth in women. Usually, the most             Man knows, freak shows were a major moral          bearded lady.  Miller has made a name for
                          authentic bearded ladies had either a rare          ill of the time. A person that performed           herself as the gurehead of the Circus Amok
                          medical condition like hypertrichosis, which        in a freak show was just that: a freak and         show, and you cant help but think that she
                          is also known as werewolf syndrome, or facial       nothing more. Such is the case with Miss           has a better grasp on some of the social issues
                          hair follicles that were sensitive to androgens     Annie Jones, who, by the age of five, had          shes tackling as a genuinely bearded female.
                          (the type of hormones that stimulate                grown a full-fledged beard that only                Miller notes that freak shows were other
                          masculine characteristics in vertebrates).          a lumberjack could envy. Although the              ways of looking that werent traditional,
                            Perhaps the most well-known androgen is           reasons for her beard growth are unknown,          white, and Protestant; [they] were another
                          testosterone. Although all womens bodies           it has been speculated that it was due to          way to allow people to feel superior, less
                          contain and utilize the hormone, excessive          hirsutism, excessive hair growth in women          existentially lost. It is a natural impulse for a
                          amounts over a period of months or years            that is a symptom of an entirely different         person to look at something and immediately
                          can render them bearded with acne, a deeper         medical disorder. She was quickly noticed          demand categorization. So when Miller
                          voice, and a longer clitoris. In 1935, a group of   by American showman P.T. Barnum, who               walks by with her thin arms, feminine gure,
                          scientists at the University of Amsterdam rst       signed her on to the Barnum Circus troupe          and hairy chin, one just isnt sure what to
                          identi ed testosterone. Shortly afterward, a        with a hefty promise of $150 per week.             make of her. By bending the boundaries of
                          patent application was led and the steroid           Photographs of Jones were widely distributed      what is de ned as gender and calling for
                          hormone became infamous. Stories of British         and she soon became the must-see freak           both political and social change, her beard
                          neurologist Charles-douard Brown-S辿quard           of the show. Many people developed an              has rendered her an honest victim; she is a
                          resurfaced as common chitchat. 46 years             eerie, inhuman fascination with the idea of        woman still perceived as a freak, but ghting
                          prior to this discovery, he had injected            a bearded lady. Jones was soon kidnapped           for change just as Miss Jones once did.
                          himself with an extract of dog and guinea           by a phrenologist and was eventually                Miller is comfortable with her beard. She
                          pig testicles  only to feel much more elated       found being shown at a church fair.                has never looked towards hair removal
                          and invigorated. During World War II, other           Although the whole affair was likely a hoax      treatments of any kind. I dont think of
                          steroids were also used to experiment on            put on to generate attention for the circus,       it as a problem, so Im not looking for a
                          concentration camp inmates and prisoners            Jones could not escape being a shaggy publicity    cause, says Miller. Even so, it was time for
                          of war so as to test their effects on chronic       stunt. She became Americas top bearded lady       my personal beard experience to come to
                          wasting. Even Adolf Hitler was injected with        and is said to have toured through Russia,         a halt. With a pair of tweezers in hand and
                          testosterone derivatives, according to his          where she turned down the chance to pose as        my eyes set on the target, the chin hair
                          physician, to combat various ailments.              Jesus for several painters. In her adulthood,      was dredged from my skin. No hairs have
                           About 20 years later, an American scientist        she tried ardently to eliminate the word freak   sprouted since, and the outlook is bleak for my
                          by the name of Doctor John Ziegler sought           from common language and spoke out against         alternative career path as a bearded lady. 


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  • 1. by Ilsa Shaw | illustration by Jamie Douglas To my knowledge, I have always been female. out to nd an anabolic steroid that would the perception of those employed by the circus. So you can imagine my surprise three weeks minimize the negative androgenic effects Nowadays, freak shows are banned in a ago when a mirrors re ection revealed a associated with other steroids. What he number of US states and their number has long, thick, and dark single hair sprouting stumbled upon was methandrostenolone, greatly decreased, but the eerie fascination from the middle of my chin. I ddled with it which was soon marketed as Dianabol to call women with facial hair strange for a bit, thinking, How the hell did this get and sold to countless numbers of body still remains. Perhaps the most popular here? Is it a case of too many bread crusts? builders, including Governor Arnold bearded woman of our time is Jennifer It seems that this was just the follicle of a Schwarzenegger and Sergio Oliva. Miller, a professor at the Pratt Institute in new occupation: that of a bearded lady. It once even doubled as the One A Day Brooklyn, New York. Miller founded and I was either lucky or unlucky for growing tonic tablet for women, particularly during participates in Circus Amok, a politically- this bud of a beard on my own. In the times the 1960s, until beards started sprouting driven circus whose performances when freak shows were popular (the 19th to and once-womanly voices began to deepen. address such issues as gentri cation, mid-20th century), most bearded ladies were Methandrostenolone was legal until the 1990s, health care, gay marriage, police brutality, simply ordinary women with fur plastered when the customarily slow FDA nally put public education, and gender identity. onto their chins. There are various incidents their foot down. Doctor Ziegler later turned Before her 30s, Miller had grown a full beard, where carnival crowds got out of hand and against his discovery by saying, I wish to about which she says, A doctor told me I had exposed the bearded lady and, on occasion, God now Id never done it. Id like to go back high progesterone. Nevertheless, she refused the entire carnival to be a fraud. At the time, and take that whole chapter out of my life. to remove it, and has since distinguished there was no de nitive method to stimulate As anyone who has ever watched The Elephant herself as a woman with a beard, not the hair growth in women. Usually, the most Man knows, freak shows were a major moral bearded lady. Miller has made a name for authentic bearded ladies had either a rare ill of the time. A person that performed herself as the gurehead of the Circus Amok medical condition like hypertrichosis, which in a freak show was just that: a freak and show, and you cant help but think that she is also known as werewolf syndrome, or facial nothing more. Such is the case with Miss has a better grasp on some of the social issues hair follicles that were sensitive to androgens Annie Jones, who, by the age of five, had shes tackling as a genuinely bearded female. (the type of hormones that stimulate grown a full-fledged beard that only Miller notes that freak shows were other masculine characteristics in vertebrates). a lumberjack could envy. Although the ways of looking that werent traditional, Perhaps the most well-known androgen is reasons for her beard growth are unknown, white, and Protestant; [they] were another testosterone. Although all womens bodies it has been speculated that it was due to way to allow people to feel superior, less contain and utilize the hormone, excessive hirsutism, excessive hair growth in women existentially lost. It is a natural impulse for a amounts over a period of months or years that is a symptom of an entirely different person to look at something and immediately can render them bearded with acne, a deeper medical disorder. She was quickly noticed demand categorization. So when Miller voice, and a longer clitoris. In 1935, a group of by American showman P.T. Barnum, who walks by with her thin arms, feminine gure, scientists at the University of Amsterdam rst signed her on to the Barnum Circus troupe and hairy chin, one just isnt sure what to identi ed testosterone. Shortly afterward, a with a hefty promise of $150 per week. make of her. By bending the boundaries of patent application was led and the steroid Photographs of Jones were widely distributed what is de ned as gender and calling for hormone became infamous. Stories of British and she soon became the must-see freak both political and social change, her beard neurologist Charles-douard Brown-S辿quard of the show. Many people developed an has rendered her an honest victim; she is a resurfaced as common chitchat. 46 years eerie, inhuman fascination with the idea of woman still perceived as a freak, but ghting prior to this discovery, he had injected a bearded lady. Jones was soon kidnapped for change just as Miss Jones once did. himself with an extract of dog and guinea by a phrenologist and was eventually Miller is comfortable with her beard. She pig testicles only to feel much more elated found being shown at a church fair. has never looked towards hair removal and invigorated. During World War II, other Although the whole affair was likely a hoax treatments of any kind. I dont think of steroids were also used to experiment on put on to generate attention for the circus, it as a problem, so Im not looking for a concentration camp inmates and prisoners Jones could not escape being a shaggy publicity cause, says Miller. Even so, it was time for of war so as to test their effects on chronic stunt. She became Americas top bearded lady my personal beard experience to come to wasting. Even Adolf Hitler was injected with and is said to have toured through Russia, a halt. With a pair of tweezers in hand and testosterone derivatives, according to his where she turned down the chance to pose as my eyes set on the target, the chin hair physician, to combat various ailments. Jesus for several painters. In her adulthood, was dredged from my skin. No hairs have About 20 years later, an American scientist she tried ardently to eliminate the word freak sprouted since, and the outlook is bleak for my by the name of Doctor John Ziegler sought from common language and spoke out against alternative career path as a bearded lady. 18 Section | 01.09.09 19