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LOST SPRING
(Stories of Stolen Childhood)
By- Anees Jung
NCERT and EXTRA Questions
with
Value Points
RECAP
PART-1 (Sometimes I find a Rupee in the Garbage)
- Story of Saheb (Saheb-e-Alam)
- Irony in name as the name means Lord of the Universe; but he is a
ragpicker
- Lives in Seemapuri; place on the periphery of Delhi but completely in
contrast
- Ragpicking is a means of survival for adults but for children it is wrapped
in wonder
- Enjoys watching the game of tennis but the game is out of reach
- The gatekeeper of club sometimes allows him to use swings 
sympathises  understands his conditition and desire as himself not rich
- Saheb works at a tea-stall; earns 800 rupees and all meals
- Lost carefree look; steel canister heavier than plastic bag
- Not happy; no longer his own master
RECAP
PART-2 (I want to Drive a Car)
- Story of Mukesh
- Son of a bangle maker in Firozabad
- Firozabad  centre of glass-blowing industry  popular for bangles
- Bangle making done for generations
- considered as a karam (destiny); God-given lineage- cant be broken
- Hazardous working conditions- dingy cells without air and light, furnaces
with high temperature, lose eyesight at young age, dust from polishing
bangles harmful to eyes
-Living conditions- bad, stinking lanes, crumbling walls, wobbly doors, no
windows, humans and animals coexisting
- No one there dares to dream but Mukesh wants to be motor mechanic
- Determined; ready to walk to far off garage to get training
- TWO distinct worlds- world of Rich VS world of Poor
- World beyond unapproachable  Few planes fly over Firozabad
NCERT Questions
with
Value Points
What is Saheb looking for in the garbage dumps? Where is he and where
has he come from?
- looking for gold; something valuable
- in the neighbourhood of the narrator/ author/Anees Jung
- migrated in 1971 from Dhaka, Bangladesh after storms hit their green fields
What explanations does the author offer for the children not wearing
footwear?
- its tradition ; not lack of money
- an excuse for perpetual state of poverty
Is Saheb happy working at tea-stall? Explain.
- no, not happy
- lost his carefree look; steel canister heavier than his plastic bag used for ragpicking
- no longer his own master
What makes the city of Firozabad famous?
- famous for bangles ; centre of glass blowing industry
- all families into bangle making
Mention the hazards of working in the glass bangles industry.
- dingy cells without air and light; close to glass furnaces with high temperatures
- Lose eyesight at very young age
- dust from polishing glass bangles can make them blind
How is Mukeshs attitude to his situation different from that of his family?
- family considers bangle making as a god-given lineage  can not break it
- father himself a bangle-maker; taught his sons the same
- Mukesh different- wants to be a motor mechanic- ready to go to far-away garage
and learn
What could be some of the reasons for the migration of people from villages to cities?
- major reason for migration is survival
- lands and fields in villages destroyed due to a natural calamity/ disaster ( as in case
of Saheb)
- poverty- no employment/ no food/poor living conditions
- for improvement
Would you agree that promises made to poor children are rarely kept? Why do you
think this happens in the incidents narrated in the text?
- Yes; promises made to poor are rarely kept  poor never in position to question
them
- Narrator made a false promise (half-jokingly) to Saheb about starting a school
- Promises made to improve their living conditions never fulfilled (lived in Seemapuri
for over 30 years but no identity- ration cards to get their names on voters lists)
- Child Labour Law flouted  children working in bangle making factory
- Rich, powerful people dont empathise and never helping poor
- Poor never courageous enough to oppose (as in Firozabads case- no one dared to
dream); For them fighting means empty stomach
What forces conspire to keep the workers in the bangle industry at Firozabad in poverty?
- For generations into bangle-making
- Illiterate; dont have any other skill; no alternate source of earning
- consider this as their destiny; God-given lineage- therefore can not deviate
- World of sahukars, policemen, middlemen impose this burden
- Do not dare to oppose and to dream of any other occupation
How, in your opinion, can Mukesh realise his dream?
- A bangle-maker; ready to break the familys traditional occupation, i.e. bangle
making
- Dares to dream; to be a motor-mechanic
- Difficulties in fulfilling dream - garage far away, no knowledge of motors, no money
for transportation
- Qualities to overcome difficulties- determined to walk up-down the distance to
garage, ready to learn; may achieve with his hard work, patience, firm will/
determination
Why should child labour be eliminated and how?
- Examples of child labour- bangle making industry, carpet industry, cracker
factory, domestic servants, dish-washers at road-side dhabas, etc.
- Burdened with responsibilities of work  lose childhood very soon (stolen
childhood) no spring season in their life  no charm or dreams
- Malnourished, ill-fed, unhealthy, diseased, stunted growth
- No education  poor  chances to improve the condition are bleak  future
dark
- Condition can be improved
- with the help of government and non- government agencies
- stricter laws and their implementation
- awareness and education
- rehabilitation of workless children  need to be provided with food,
shelter and security
- given equal opportunities to enjoy life
Carefully read the given phrases and sentences from the text and
identify their literary device.
1. Saheb-e-Alam which means the lord of the universe is directly in
contrast to what Saheb is in reality.  Hyperbole, Irony
2. Drowned in an air of desolation.- Metaphor
3. Seemapuri, a place on the periphery of Delhi yet miles away from it,
metaphorically. - Contrast
4. For the children it is wrapped in wonder; for the elders it is a means
of survival.- Contrast
5. As her hands move mechanically like the tongs of a machine, I
wonder if she knows the sanctity of the bangles she helps make.
- Simile
6. She still has bangles on her wrist, but not light in her eyes.
- Contrast
7. Few airplanes fly over Firozabad. - Hyperbole
8. Web of poverty.- Metaphor
9. Scrounging for gold.-Metaphor
10. And survival in Seemapuri means rag-picking. Through the
years, it has acquired the proportions of a fine art. - Hyperbole
11. The steel canister seems heavier than the plastic bag he would carry
so lightly over his shoulders.- Contrast
12. Garbage to them is gold.  Hyperbole
EXTRA QUESTIONS
Reference to Context
Type Questions
with
Value-Points
He does not know what it means. If he knew its meaning  lord of the
universe  he would have a hard time believing it.
Who is he ? What is his complete name ?
Saheb; Saheb-e-Alam
What does his name mean?
Lord of the universe
Why would he have difficulty in believing the meaning of his name ?
Irony- not the lord of universe but a rag-picker
I wonder if this is only an excuse to explain away a perpetual state of
poverty.
Who is I here?
Narrator/ author/ Anees Jung
What does this refer to in the given line?
Tradition of being barefoot, not wearing chappals
Mention the other reasons give for hiding state of poverty?
Mother didnt get them down from the shelf, wanted shoes
Children grow up in them, becoming partners in survival.
Who are the children here?
Saheb and other rag-pickers
What does them refer to in the given line?
Mud hutments in Seemapuri
With whom are the children partner?
Parents/ adults residing in Seemapuri
How are they partners in survival?/What do these children do ?
Rag-pickers like adults, help in earning to survive
The steel canister seems heavier than the plastic bag he would carry
so lightly over his shoulder.
Who does he refer to?
Saheb/ Saheb-e-Alam
Where does work now?
At a tea stall
How much does he get in return of his work?
800 rupees and all meals
Is he happy? Give reason.
No; no longer his own master, has to follow tea-stall owners orders
Which plastic bag is being referred here?
Plastic bag used for rag-picking
I will learn to drive a car, he answers, looking straight into my eyes. His
dream looms like a mirage amidst the dust of streets that fill his town.
Who does I refer to?
Mukesh, son of a bangle maker
What is his dream?
To be a motor mechanic, to learn to drive a car
Name the poetic device used in his dream looms like a mirage.
Simile
Why is his dream like a mirage?
Unreal because of his poor conditions
Which town does he live in?
Firozabad
What is the town famous for?
Making bangles as it is the centre of glass-blowing industry
Can a god-given lineage ever be broken? she implies.
Who is the speaker?
Mukeshs grandmother
Which lineage is she talking about?
Working as a bangle-maker, from generation to generation
Why can it not be broken?
Poverty and lack of education and courage do not let them fight and break free
Little has moved with time
Where has little moved with time?
In Firozabad
Why has little moved?
Living and working conditions have not changed for years
Who have been responsible for this little movement?
The world of rich, powerful people; by not letting the poverty stricken people raise
their voice
Listening to them, I see two distinct worlds.
Who is the speaker?
Author/ narrator/ Anees Jung
Who does them refer to?
Bangle-makers in Firozabad
What has the speaker listened to earlier?
Poor living, working conditions of bangle-makers; exploitation by rich and powerful
people
Which two worlds does the speaker talk about?
The world of poverty-stricken bangle-makers who are exploited and the world of
rich , powerful people like money-lenders (sahukars), middlemen, policemen,
bureaucrats, politicians etc. who exploit the poor for their greed
Short Answer Type Questions
(30-40 words)
with
Value-Points
Why has Saheb and his family left their home in Bangladesh?
- Storms and floods destroyed fields
- Poverty-stricken; with no food available
Explain promises like mine abound in every corner in this bleak world.
- Empty promises made to poor
- Author made similar promise of opening school, but no school to be there
Explain the irony in Sahebs name.
- Saheb-e-Alam means Lord of the Universe
- But, he lives in poverty, is barefoot and rag-picking
Describe Seemapuri.
- Area in periphery of Delhi
- Refugees from Bangladesh live
- Mud huts with tin and tarpaulin roofs, no drainage/ sewage system, no running
water or school for children
Garbage to them is gold. Why does the author say so about the ragpickers?
- Find something valuable which can get them money
- Find a silver coin or a ten-rupee note in garbage
Is Saheb happy in working at a tea-stall? How do you know?
- Not happy
- Lost his carefree look; no longer his own master
Mention two problems faced by bangle-makers.
- Hazardous working conditions  lose eyesight
- Poverty keeps them continue being bangle-makers and not come out of the vicious
circle
Describe the vicious circle bangle-makers are in.
- Poverty stricken  work as bangle-makers  exploited by middlemen, sahukars,
policemen  unable to raise voice against exploitation and greed  remain poor
bangle-makers
How is Mukesh different from his family and other bangle makers?
- Dares to dream
- Wants to be a motor mechanic and not continue to be a bangle-maker
Why can bangle-makers not organize themselves into a cooperative?
- Trapped in vicious circle of poverty
- Suppressed by rich, powerful people like sahukars, policemen, middleman, etc.
- Are beaten up if are courageous to raise voice
Survival in Seemapuri means rag-picking. Comment.
- Ragpickers live there; poor
- Rely on rag-picking- both adults and children work
What did the garbage mean to the children of Seemapuri and to their parents?
- For children- wrapped in wonder- sometimes find coin or currency note in garbage
- For adults- means of survival- items to be sold for cash
Long Answer Type Questions
(120-150 words)
with
Value-Points
Comment on the similarities and dissimilarities in the situations of Saheb and Mukesh?
Similarities - Both are poor;
- Both losing the charm of childhood
- Both lost in the hardships involved to earn livelihood
- poor living conditions
Dissimilarities  Saheb- a migrant from Dhaka, Bangladesh
- lives with mother, no mention of father or any other family member
- lives in Seemapuri
- a rag-picker; enjoys as freedom and is content
- later works at tea-stall; earns better but not happy as lost freedom
- has accepted his condition
Mukesh - resident in Firozabad
- lives with grandmother, father, brother and brothers wife
- belongs to family of bangle-makers but dreams to be a motor-
mechanic
- determined and ready to work hard to learn
- dares to break free from tradition
Describe the life of rag-pickers in Seemapuri.
 Poverty stricken
 Migrants from Bangladesh in 1971
 Poor living conditions- live in mud hutments with tin or tarpaulin roofs,
devoid of sewage, drainage or running water
 No identity even after living for decades
 Contended to have ration cards- able to get food which was lacking in
their native place
 No school
 Children work along with adults- partners in survival
 Work as rag-pickers- though meaning different for children and adults-
for children, it is wrapped in wonder  for adults  means of survival
What kind of life do bangle-makers lead? What forces them to continue living in those
conditions?
 Bangle-makers of Firozabad, poverty stricken
 Hazardous working condition- high temperatures, dingy cells with no air and light,
harmful to eyes and lungs, lose eyesight at young age, while polishing bangles dust
damages eyesight, no joy felt
 Poor living conditions  stinking lanes, live in shacks- half built houses, thatched roofs,
wobbly (unsteady doors), no windows, houses cramped with humans and animals
coexisting
 Forced to continue as bangle-makers, unable to break free from the old tradition, do
not dare to dream, do not dare to organize and fight
 Suppressed by sahukars (money-lenders), middlemen, policemen, politicians, etc.
 If raise voice against exploitation, get beaten up
 Remain in vicious circle and continue struggling

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QuesAns of Lost Spring by Anees Jung

  • 1. LOST SPRING (Stories of Stolen Childhood) By- Anees Jung NCERT and EXTRA Questions with Value Points
  • 2. RECAP PART-1 (Sometimes I find a Rupee in the Garbage) - Story of Saheb (Saheb-e-Alam) - Irony in name as the name means Lord of the Universe; but he is a ragpicker - Lives in Seemapuri; place on the periphery of Delhi but completely in contrast - Ragpicking is a means of survival for adults but for children it is wrapped in wonder - Enjoys watching the game of tennis but the game is out of reach - The gatekeeper of club sometimes allows him to use swings sympathises understands his conditition and desire as himself not rich - Saheb works at a tea-stall; earns 800 rupees and all meals - Lost carefree look; steel canister heavier than plastic bag - Not happy; no longer his own master
  • 3. RECAP PART-2 (I want to Drive a Car) - Story of Mukesh - Son of a bangle maker in Firozabad - Firozabad centre of glass-blowing industry popular for bangles - Bangle making done for generations - considered as a karam (destiny); God-given lineage- cant be broken - Hazardous working conditions- dingy cells without air and light, furnaces with high temperature, lose eyesight at young age, dust from polishing bangles harmful to eyes -Living conditions- bad, stinking lanes, crumbling walls, wobbly doors, no windows, humans and animals coexisting - No one there dares to dream but Mukesh wants to be motor mechanic - Determined; ready to walk to far off garage to get training - TWO distinct worlds- world of Rich VS world of Poor - World beyond unapproachable Few planes fly over Firozabad
  • 5. What is Saheb looking for in the garbage dumps? Where is he and where has he come from? - looking for gold; something valuable - in the neighbourhood of the narrator/ author/Anees Jung - migrated in 1971 from Dhaka, Bangladesh after storms hit their green fields What explanations does the author offer for the children not wearing footwear? - its tradition ; not lack of money - an excuse for perpetual state of poverty Is Saheb happy working at tea-stall? Explain. - no, not happy - lost his carefree look; steel canister heavier than his plastic bag used for ragpicking - no longer his own master
  • 6. What makes the city of Firozabad famous? - famous for bangles ; centre of glass blowing industry - all families into bangle making Mention the hazards of working in the glass bangles industry. - dingy cells without air and light; close to glass furnaces with high temperatures - Lose eyesight at very young age - dust from polishing glass bangles can make them blind How is Mukeshs attitude to his situation different from that of his family? - family considers bangle making as a god-given lineage can not break it - father himself a bangle-maker; taught his sons the same - Mukesh different- wants to be a motor mechanic- ready to go to far-away garage and learn
  • 7. What could be some of the reasons for the migration of people from villages to cities? - major reason for migration is survival - lands and fields in villages destroyed due to a natural calamity/ disaster ( as in case of Saheb) - poverty- no employment/ no food/poor living conditions - for improvement Would you agree that promises made to poor children are rarely kept? Why do you think this happens in the incidents narrated in the text? - Yes; promises made to poor are rarely kept poor never in position to question them - Narrator made a false promise (half-jokingly) to Saheb about starting a school - Promises made to improve their living conditions never fulfilled (lived in Seemapuri for over 30 years but no identity- ration cards to get their names on voters lists) - Child Labour Law flouted children working in bangle making factory - Rich, powerful people dont empathise and never helping poor - Poor never courageous enough to oppose (as in Firozabads case- no one dared to dream); For them fighting means empty stomach
  • 8. What forces conspire to keep the workers in the bangle industry at Firozabad in poverty? - For generations into bangle-making - Illiterate; dont have any other skill; no alternate source of earning - consider this as their destiny; God-given lineage- therefore can not deviate - World of sahukars, policemen, middlemen impose this burden - Do not dare to oppose and to dream of any other occupation How, in your opinion, can Mukesh realise his dream? - A bangle-maker; ready to break the familys traditional occupation, i.e. bangle making - Dares to dream; to be a motor-mechanic - Difficulties in fulfilling dream - garage far away, no knowledge of motors, no money for transportation - Qualities to overcome difficulties- determined to walk up-down the distance to garage, ready to learn; may achieve with his hard work, patience, firm will/ determination
  • 9. Why should child labour be eliminated and how? - Examples of child labour- bangle making industry, carpet industry, cracker factory, domestic servants, dish-washers at road-side dhabas, etc. - Burdened with responsibilities of work lose childhood very soon (stolen childhood) no spring season in their life no charm or dreams - Malnourished, ill-fed, unhealthy, diseased, stunted growth - No education poor chances to improve the condition are bleak future dark - Condition can be improved - with the help of government and non- government agencies - stricter laws and their implementation - awareness and education - rehabilitation of workless children need to be provided with food, shelter and security - given equal opportunities to enjoy life
  • 10. Carefully read the given phrases and sentences from the text and identify their literary device. 1. Saheb-e-Alam which means the lord of the universe is directly in contrast to what Saheb is in reality. Hyperbole, Irony 2. Drowned in an air of desolation.- Metaphor 3. Seemapuri, a place on the periphery of Delhi yet miles away from it, metaphorically. - Contrast 4. For the children it is wrapped in wonder; for the elders it is a means of survival.- Contrast 5. As her hands move mechanically like the tongs of a machine, I wonder if she knows the sanctity of the bangles she helps make. - Simile 6. She still has bangles on her wrist, but not light in her eyes. - Contrast
  • 11. 7. Few airplanes fly over Firozabad. - Hyperbole 8. Web of poverty.- Metaphor 9. Scrounging for gold.-Metaphor 10. And survival in Seemapuri means rag-picking. Through the years, it has acquired the proportions of a fine art. - Hyperbole 11. The steel canister seems heavier than the plastic bag he would carry so lightly over his shoulders.- Contrast 12. Garbage to them is gold. Hyperbole
  • 12. EXTRA QUESTIONS Reference to Context Type Questions with Value-Points
  • 13. He does not know what it means. If he knew its meaning lord of the universe he would have a hard time believing it. Who is he ? What is his complete name ? Saheb; Saheb-e-Alam What does his name mean? Lord of the universe Why would he have difficulty in believing the meaning of his name ? Irony- not the lord of universe but a rag-picker I wonder if this is only an excuse to explain away a perpetual state of poverty. Who is I here? Narrator/ author/ Anees Jung What does this refer to in the given line? Tradition of being barefoot, not wearing chappals Mention the other reasons give for hiding state of poverty? Mother didnt get them down from the shelf, wanted shoes
  • 14. Children grow up in them, becoming partners in survival. Who are the children here? Saheb and other rag-pickers What does them refer to in the given line? Mud hutments in Seemapuri With whom are the children partner? Parents/ adults residing in Seemapuri How are they partners in survival?/What do these children do ? Rag-pickers like adults, help in earning to survive
  • 15. The steel canister seems heavier than the plastic bag he would carry so lightly over his shoulder. Who does he refer to? Saheb/ Saheb-e-Alam Where does work now? At a tea stall How much does he get in return of his work? 800 rupees and all meals Is he happy? Give reason. No; no longer his own master, has to follow tea-stall owners orders Which plastic bag is being referred here? Plastic bag used for rag-picking
  • 16. I will learn to drive a car, he answers, looking straight into my eyes. His dream looms like a mirage amidst the dust of streets that fill his town. Who does I refer to? Mukesh, son of a bangle maker What is his dream? To be a motor mechanic, to learn to drive a car Name the poetic device used in his dream looms like a mirage. Simile Why is his dream like a mirage? Unreal because of his poor conditions Which town does he live in? Firozabad What is the town famous for? Making bangles as it is the centre of glass-blowing industry
  • 17. Can a god-given lineage ever be broken? she implies. Who is the speaker? Mukeshs grandmother Which lineage is she talking about? Working as a bangle-maker, from generation to generation Why can it not be broken? Poverty and lack of education and courage do not let them fight and break free Little has moved with time Where has little moved with time? In Firozabad Why has little moved? Living and working conditions have not changed for years Who have been responsible for this little movement? The world of rich, powerful people; by not letting the poverty stricken people raise their voice
  • 18. Listening to them, I see two distinct worlds. Who is the speaker? Author/ narrator/ Anees Jung Who does them refer to? Bangle-makers in Firozabad What has the speaker listened to earlier? Poor living, working conditions of bangle-makers; exploitation by rich and powerful people Which two worlds does the speaker talk about? The world of poverty-stricken bangle-makers who are exploited and the world of rich , powerful people like money-lenders (sahukars), middlemen, policemen, bureaucrats, politicians etc. who exploit the poor for their greed
  • 19. Short Answer Type Questions (30-40 words) with Value-Points
  • 20. Why has Saheb and his family left their home in Bangladesh? - Storms and floods destroyed fields - Poverty-stricken; with no food available Explain promises like mine abound in every corner in this bleak world. - Empty promises made to poor - Author made similar promise of opening school, but no school to be there Explain the irony in Sahebs name. - Saheb-e-Alam means Lord of the Universe - But, he lives in poverty, is barefoot and rag-picking Describe Seemapuri. - Area in periphery of Delhi - Refugees from Bangladesh live - Mud huts with tin and tarpaulin roofs, no drainage/ sewage system, no running water or school for children
  • 21. Garbage to them is gold. Why does the author say so about the ragpickers? - Find something valuable which can get them money - Find a silver coin or a ten-rupee note in garbage Is Saheb happy in working at a tea-stall? How do you know? - Not happy - Lost his carefree look; no longer his own master Mention two problems faced by bangle-makers. - Hazardous working conditions lose eyesight - Poverty keeps them continue being bangle-makers and not come out of the vicious circle Describe the vicious circle bangle-makers are in. - Poverty stricken work as bangle-makers exploited by middlemen, sahukars, policemen unable to raise voice against exploitation and greed remain poor bangle-makers
  • 22. How is Mukesh different from his family and other bangle makers? - Dares to dream - Wants to be a motor mechanic and not continue to be a bangle-maker Why can bangle-makers not organize themselves into a cooperative? - Trapped in vicious circle of poverty - Suppressed by rich, powerful people like sahukars, policemen, middleman, etc. - Are beaten up if are courageous to raise voice Survival in Seemapuri means rag-picking. Comment. - Ragpickers live there; poor - Rely on rag-picking- both adults and children work What did the garbage mean to the children of Seemapuri and to their parents? - For children- wrapped in wonder- sometimes find coin or currency note in garbage - For adults- means of survival- items to be sold for cash
  • 23. Long Answer Type Questions (120-150 words) with Value-Points
  • 24. Comment on the similarities and dissimilarities in the situations of Saheb and Mukesh? Similarities - Both are poor; - Both losing the charm of childhood - Both lost in the hardships involved to earn livelihood - poor living conditions Dissimilarities Saheb- a migrant from Dhaka, Bangladesh - lives with mother, no mention of father or any other family member - lives in Seemapuri - a rag-picker; enjoys as freedom and is content - later works at tea-stall; earns better but not happy as lost freedom - has accepted his condition Mukesh - resident in Firozabad - lives with grandmother, father, brother and brothers wife - belongs to family of bangle-makers but dreams to be a motor- mechanic - determined and ready to work hard to learn - dares to break free from tradition
  • 25. Describe the life of rag-pickers in Seemapuri. Poverty stricken Migrants from Bangladesh in 1971 Poor living conditions- live in mud hutments with tin or tarpaulin roofs, devoid of sewage, drainage or running water No identity even after living for decades Contended to have ration cards- able to get food which was lacking in their native place No school Children work along with adults- partners in survival Work as rag-pickers- though meaning different for children and adults- for children, it is wrapped in wonder for adults means of survival
  • 26. What kind of life do bangle-makers lead? What forces them to continue living in those conditions? Bangle-makers of Firozabad, poverty stricken Hazardous working condition- high temperatures, dingy cells with no air and light, harmful to eyes and lungs, lose eyesight at young age, while polishing bangles dust damages eyesight, no joy felt Poor living conditions stinking lanes, live in shacks- half built houses, thatched roofs, wobbly (unsteady doors), no windows, houses cramped with humans and animals coexisting Forced to continue as bangle-makers, unable to break free from the old tradition, do not dare to dream, do not dare to organize and fight Suppressed by sahukars (money-lenders), middlemen, policemen, politicians, etc. If raise voice against exploitation, get beaten up Remain in vicious circle and continue struggling