I have four beautiful children(three boys and one girl ), and eight grandchildren (five boys and three girls), I also think of Bob's beautiful children (two boys and three girls) and four grandchildren (two boys and two girls) as my children as well. I love all our children and grandchildren dearly. I have been in love with Bob for 12 years. For the past month I have been writing my feelings and thoughts about my life, eventually I plan to put together photo albums with the writings for my children, grandchildren, Bob, and some other family members.