Like you, full of gaps and ambiguities.
Why are you unhappy?
Because 99.9 per cent
Of everything you think,
And of everything you do, Is for yourself — And there isn't one.
- Wei Wu Wei.
Emperor Wu of Liang asked the great master Bodhidarma, "What is the highest meaning of the holy truths?' Bodhidarma said, "Empty, without holiness." The emperor said, "Who is facing me?" Bodhidarma replied, "I don't know."
- The Blue Cliff Record.