Anna Wallbank reflects on leadership and creativity. She leads Zinc, an arts organization that built its own cultural center after being unable to find suitable existing spaces. Her leadership grew out of her work directing creative projects and employing others. Recently she has had to put her own creativity aside, but knows it is important to reconnect with it. Through a leadership program, she has gained confidence to speak about her experiences and interests in her own leadership and relationship to creativity. She encourages others to nourish their creativity.
2. The Sync leadership programme
found me - or I found it - at an
incredibly intense and busy time.
Zinc, the organisation I work for,
was almost at the end of an
incredible journey. Wed been building
a new cultural centre, were about to
complete, officially open and start
proving ourselves.
Dorothy had Oz in her sight; the
yellow brick road had ended - we
were just about open the door...
3. Jo and Sarah thenasked when
would you like to write your piece
for the Sync website?
Given my dyslexia, my first response
was an incredibly enthusiastic
Illgo last if you dont mind,
and
can I draw my one?
4. So now here I am - internally Im
thinking who on earth is
interested in what Ive got to
say? Well, Ive worked out the
answer to that question - Ill tell
you at the end.
Leadership can be a lonely road
and there is often no map.
I do lead. I am part of a team and if
leadership is about pushing, pulling,
carrying, slogging, pointing, waving,
shouting... (and other words that
end in ing) then that is what I do.
5. So I am going to reflect on
leadership, but before I do I want
to pondera little on creativity.
Why? Because this is where my
leadership was born.
I use creativity within my practical
working life to install drive, passion,
energy, self and societal interest and
identity in others (or something like
that). Catch that word there?
Others.
For me, the focus has nearly always
been on others.
6. I did not set out to be a leader.
I led workshops, I acted, I directed, I
made art. I worked with a friend.
As we got more work we employed
people to work with us... then a few
more. The we grew.
We wanted to do it properly, get it
right. We were doing good work.
But we didnt like the buildings we
were working in, they werent
accessible, they didnt instill equality
or if they had good access they
werent very creative spaces.
7. We looked and looked.
Couldnt find one.
So decided to build one ourselves.
Our Oz.
(Youll have spotted Ive
paraphrasedthis story).
8. Lately my own relationship with
creativity has beenthe focus of
coaching sessions with Sarah.
Creativity can give pleasure and
pain in equal parts,and for me its
also part ofmy politics.
It has been neglected as the Yellow
Brick Road steepened near Oz.
9. I work with those whose chances
to be creative- to unfurl,
imagine, explore, give voice and
realise that most beautiful part
of what it is to be human (you
know the list) - have been denied,
ignored, deprioritised. I am part
of an organisation whose core
principles embrace this.
This is why I cant look at my
leadershipwithout looking at my
relationship to creativity. It is
painfully ironic that I have recently
had to put my creativity to one side.
10. So here I am, trying toreconnect
with my creativity. And focus on
leadership.
Leadership puts you in some
vulnerable places.
You could:
drown in the sea
fall offthe mountain
orthe truck you are pushing
could roll back down over you
11. Anyway as I write this, its Friday
afternoon I have the positivity
of a clear weekend seeping
through my bones.
A weekend
free of work and full of time for me
and whatever I wish to create.
12. And here comes answer to the
question, about who may be
interested in what I have to say.
The answer is me.
I am interested in what I have to say
and I guess this understanding is
what Sync has given me.
The chance to listen to myself and
find it rather interesting. The
chance to build my confidence to say
yes, I am a Leader - so what? - and
get on with it.
13. Oh, and one more thing before I
go.
Take it from me, if you dont feed
your creativity it might get starved
and start to gobble you up instead.
Feed it.
Its important.
14. Anna Wallbank
works at
Zinc
add contact info
www.zincarts.org.uk
She made this as part of
Sync Intensives
www.syncleadership.co.uk